tiffany got drunk yesterday! haha.
stop living in self denial. drunk!
haha. yesterday was. normal.
CARROT CAKE! hee.
and eversonice chocolates. hee. it was sooo nice(: (:
thank you!
today was. normal.
i finally RESTOCKED all my pens (:
until after school. the skit and everything, then at 4 plus... funny stuff in class.
oh man. i went blind. blind. and i couldnt smell.
hahha. it was super funny.
should have went home earlier! heh^^
oh wells.
i shall be guai and do lit, and then study! (:(:


Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

Who Am I - Casting Crowns.

church was nice(:
the speaker was literally shouting through the mic. haha. super funny. he's like. super funny. and he laughs at his own jokes. lol.
went cycling at East Coast Park today.
went pass sparkc. haha. brought back fun and nice memories. X) so fun.
saw Nicole Low, like. we both ZOOMED pass each other on the bike. haha.
then i met my cousin.
wow. pretty shocking how she is with her friends. the quiet little cousin who sits and whispers to her little sister during family dinners laughed HYSTERICALLY at the food centre, i could hear her so far away. my gosh. it was the loudest and highest. sighs. and i finally waved to her in the toilet. haha. wad a nice place to meet.
dinner was nice(:
satay beehoon, lychee drink, and rojak. X)X)

went to catch the fireworks today. so nice and cool(: i realise i catch them everyyear. lol.
it was sooo niceee.
walked along the same roads, ate at the same place. gosh. i miss them.
i guess, ive been too focused lately. just focusing on the things around me. but i never really took a step back to look at everything. i guess it takes you awhile before you start thinking.
my signature was "analyzed". and im preoccupied with death?! haha!! oh wells.




im sorry if ic ant be there for you. im sorry if i cant understand. im sorry if i cant be that bucket you vomit all your troubles in. im sorry if i act like a little child. im sorry if im too immature. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry.
i cant be there for you physically all the time. but you know my number. you know that im always with you spiritually.
i cant understand, but you can always tell me.
i cant be that bucket, maybe you're just not vomitting.
i act like a child. childish delights make my day. wad makes yours?

you try to come back to the days before. days when you thought it was perfect. now that you look back, it wasnt that perfect after all. it was filled with many disgusting and ugly holes. but you still want to go back. why? tell me why? i see the ugly holes. why cant you too?
move on, my dear. move on. i know you've tried. but i know you're still looking back while walking forward. turn you head around and look straight! im always behind you.

hello! i shall upload the photos from.. wednesday! after founders day(:went for sushi with grace and jasmine. so nicenicenice. had such a fun time with them(:



pretty chopsticks!(:

salmon balls that took really long. lol.

oh. then. .i have a really ego and camera loving brother who looks just soo cuteee (:(:

heehee. cute righttt. X)X)
anyways, then, i went to Lasalle SIA for fun today, to check it out. and i got cheated of my feelings. bleh. i thought it was done. then, it'll only be done in 2 weeks. bleh. oh wells. i still looks cool(:(:

cool exterior(:
cool rightttt(:
too bad. im no aspiring artist or wadever. haha. oh wells. the deisgn of the whole building is soo nicee.
its like. all black and white inside. then it was like. really funny. along the corridor were rows of glass. like. alrealy installed. then they all had this piece of paper pasted on it saying:" glass"
lol. then someone went to vandalise it " duhh" lol. super funny.
to wrap it up, this is the pic of the whole place(:

lalala. this shall be all the photos for this time. till next time, no more photos! its soo troublesome. bleh. lol. oh wells.
today was my brother's bday. gosh. lucky kid. but his bday would have been much better with 3 other gorgors around, i dun mind the noise. <3

today, was nothing much.
started my new chinese tuition. with like. sec2s?! RI and nanyang! felt so bad cos. my chinese kinda sucked and their's rocks. so its like. bleh.
before tt, stayed back for nothing cos lipin and tiffany HAPPYHAPPY go to staffroom to look for ms tham. bleh. ohwells. i would have stayed back anyways. lol.
i stillc ant find the words for the chinese project in the dictionaries i have! i think my house rocks. 2 chinese STUDENT dictionaries, and one fan2ti3zi4 dictionary. could only find 2 out of the 5 words we had!
oh yes. i realise, we only have 8 weeks left to EOYs. hhow time flies!
today's flagraising, lesley and caro kinda scrwed up. lesley's flag dropped while she was tying it, and caro too. but lesley's one was so much more obvious. sighs. its ok, friends. try again next time(: tomorrow's a math and physics quiz. and then... heehee(: hope there's no sabbaticals meeting. i forgot if there was. i didnt do any research. X(

Rising I feel my heart sing
His Praises our Lord and King
The wonder, the majesty
Welcome the King of Glory in

Every tribe and tongue
Every land will sing Your praise
To the end of time we sing
Majesty

All majesty
To the God of creation
All majesty
God of all generations
This anthem we sing
To the God of all nations
All majesty
We sing

miss music drill so much. feel like doing it again. just once more. ONCE MORE.
<3>

3:20 AM

founder's day! its really amzing to see mg come so far. seeing all your seniors coming back today, all so pretty with blazers and everything. X)
my sister is gullible. despite her age. lol.
anyways. the parade was kinda bad, cos. yeah.
the service was pretty boring. i almost fell asleep a couple of times.
man, i pity the VIP. shoke how many hundred hands. wasnt he tired?
i pity the photographers too. stood there and take the how many hundred hands he shoke.
went food hunting for the food for my class after the service with jasmine and stella. super funny. i never knew stella was this sensitive. heh^^
went back to class to change, gave up halfway, and decided to go to hte toilet. the moment i step out, i turned around, A WHOLE GROUP OF TEACHERS WALKING BEHIND ME. gosh. so embarrasing. i choinged to the toilet. then. when i was done, this man walked out of the cubicle. gave me a shock! guess wad. i was running so fast, i didnt know they changed the toilet to a gents. lol. super funny. i was laughing at myself while walking back lah. lol.
then, went for sushi! nicenice sushi.
waited 10 mins for 4 pieces of food to come.
and the salmon sashimi wasnt even fresh. even the cutting skills were bad.
i forgot i brought the cam until the later part of the lunch, when all our food has been cleared away. lol. ohw ells. then, after tt, i came home.
could have gone to ikea with grace. but. i got a headache. and decided to come home.
whee. im so guai.
and i have a gullible sister.

went for BOB2 yesterday.
was pretty good(: almost went deaf but its ok(:
scandals, and everything(:
left early. bet i looked pretty weird running in and out of the audi.
great job LamYY, dani, and all other band members!(:
haha. so fun. yy's voice sound so high on the mike.

went to charis's house before that.
her house is So far in! its like. teng's house.
didnt see her puppies but its ok!(:
grace thought oreo was one of her puppies. LOL.

oh. prize presentation was just kinda.weird.
stood beside ms kon to give the trophies to the people presenting trophies to ms kon. lol. oh wells.

early recess on monday! X)
get to miss HALF AN HOUR OF HISTORY. YESS.

today, was boring as usual. and i wasnt allowed to go charis's house again): bleh. oh wells. hope you're having fun!

diee. im soo dead. ultra. this term, im gonna die a terrible death. sighs.
today was plain horrible. history and chem, and scolding by chuah.
bleh.
sighs.
divya is super smart lar. lost her prefect badge.
tomorrow is prize presentation. and. the usual. and then, Battle Of The Bands!
the week is finally coming to an end.
get my precious sleep back!<3
haha.
charis fan's bday is the same as DB. lol. all the best. hahaha.
went crazy during chinese with all the sam sork sing, slarissa, sipin, and etcetc. lol. super funny.
ssssssssssssss. snake!(:

YENFERN IS UP AND WALKINGG!!!
XDXD

happy birthday charis!(:
today was just. tiring.
caro is FIRST contingent commander. cool. she commands the whole parade! (for 1 command, but. cool enough!X))
mel( SMALL, MINUTE, AND. SHORT) is dangerously dangerous. her violent acts are. wow. you never know when she's pregnant. ok. now she's gonna kill me for this.
prize presentation on friday.
after like. so long. 4 months?! lol.
missed half a period of physics today. hee. i came in and ms or just smiled at me.
i continued walking, she smile somemore. haha. oh wells. she's. like. that.
saw the stupid woman again. sheesh. do she HAVE in interfere in EVERYTHING. even the FOUNDERS DAY parade rehearsal. not like she's part of the school or something. ex girl?! so wad.sheesh. you just HAVE to appear. go away and mind your own business. stupid woman. gosh. ive never seen such a woman before. so. ajkalsugfsdhfdfs.
mrs poh has been in good mood! (:
"teachers with high expectations produce students with high quality"
lol. sure.

sighs. dear, dont think that way k? we miss you and the class is always so empty! come back!

today, robers came in and talk again. sheesh. do she HAVE to just put us 2 as an example. sheesh. then. skipped pe. lesley sprained her ankle. smart kid. then. history test= fail. physics test== fail.
sighs. i die.
im super tired. it's either the uniform today, or i just couldnt concentrate anywhere.
sighs.
someone asked me if i was depressed?lol. sure.
maybe i am? i dunno.
recess was kinda weird though.
and mr seow was kinda random in the bookshop. after school.
im deprived of songs.
thank you lipin!(:

i love my grandparents!!!! <3<3
just cos i leeft my wallet at their house for 2 nights, 1 fifty bucks note popped up inside.
woots.
they rock.
my grandfather is like. the weirdest guy on earth. but he's the cutest.

church was. ok.
tears and presents.
smiles and awkward instances.
yeps. its normal.

tomorrow: physics and history.
GB day and pe.
wad a nice combinations.
meeting after school.

jieyi is so not looking forward to tmr.

went back to school to get my TYS. and stuff. and i thought i wouldnt meet anyone.
was thinking like. how wasted to wear mg stuff just to get through the gates, and end up not meeting anyone.
guess wad. i met ms tang JUST as i got on the car. ahah. at least wad i wore wasnt wasted.

gb day is on monday.
expect the long message.
and a pretty bad worship.
gb fortnight is here too.
donate!XD
after doing the same thing over and over again for 7 years, dont you just get tired? yes. im tired. 100 bucks? i think 50 will be great.
at least it wasnt like years before, where i fought with my sister to get the richest uncle to donate.
gosh.

4 tests next week.
history, physics, english, ss.
i need to pass everyone of it
and what am i still doing here? i have no idea.
history: memories the stupid dates for all the important events.
physics: chapter 3-6. all the calculations and everything which im kinda bad in.
english: open book worksheet test. havent borrowed cassie's worksheet to photocopy everthing
SS: ireland thingy. hypothesis. remember everything!

tomorrow is big cleaning day(direct translation) in church
and i feel kinda bad not helping out.
every year, i dont go.
sheesh. the feeling gets worse every year.
every year, they stab you with guilt.

my chinese really gone down.
downdowndown.
and the tuition centre is still. like tt. my mum is considering 1 on 1?
or if not, i'll be joining a class who has been doing 1 on 1.
haha. sighs. yes. i need chinese tuition. even though i come from a chinese speaking family.
how nice is that.
sheesh.

today, on the bus, i was so exhausted, i fell asleep.
then, when i woke up, i realise i was sort of leaning on this guy. like. just arm on arm. my head didnt tilt.
haha. then, when i was leaving, i turned around, and the guy smiled at me.
guess who it was. haha. it was the Young Leaders Day opening games guy.
haha. at first, i just thought the side profile looked familiar. but forgot who he was. turns out, it was him. haha. too bad i didnt meet ben. SOMEONE would have killed me.

oh! i got DEMOTED ok. so mean. from thrid row for the class shoot, i became the first row. sabo! stupid emma must be so happy. sighs. i dont like the class phtos at all!!! !first row all the way in the middle. gosh. how ugly. then you know the effect they use for the candid photos?! gosh!! sighs. so mean ok. i could have just denied. like jasmine. sighs. meano. JASMINE!!

So many things happened this week.
im so tired.physically, and emotionally.
today's devotions were meaningful ( in a sense)
sighs. this whole week have been so 'just-get-over-and-done-with' week.
everything's so screwed.
my marks are totally screwed.

sighs. so filled with mixed feelings.

With Christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm, smile at the storm.
With Christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm as we go sailing home

life is so unpredictable. so, i don't know. unstable.
its like. a roller coaster ride.
has its ups and downs.
well, i guess God really just wanted me to have this experience, that I can grow more mature, and be more self assured? Maybe God just wanted me to see what i have by looking at what happened.
i see the tears that flow.
and i wonder.
am i THAT strong to not have those tears? or am i just heartless.

i should have said it when i could. to help. but i didnt. and im really sorry.

today, was hectic, chaotic, and. wadever.
i have nothing to say.
swim meet was nice and enthu. so glad SOME people dun have to lead the cheers. i think mg would have been super SUPER dead.
haha.
was listening to Majesty. i miss music drill. have the urge of doing it again(:
i want it all to start all again. all the trainings and everything. i dun care about the tiredness and everything. i miss the practices. <3

somehow, things happen, and people react.
some people just dont know how to react, and in turn, hurt people.
some people, just enjoy making themselves sounds like they're the best things in the world.
some people, just. dont have a way of reacting.
some people, react, then cause some commotion, then people react to their reaction, then. things happen.
its amazing how this works.

im so sorry.

ss test, failed.
failed with an F9. wth. i was sooo pissed off. sheesh. left out all the evidences i was suppose to put in.
chinese test, i passed on the dot, before she said it was upon 60 instead of 70. its still bad. (especially cos my chinese is expected to have an A)
(at this rate, i say bye to my only A)
tmr, getting back a amath. im gonna fail.
chem test tmr, im gonna fail too.
history test, im probably gonna fail too.
shit. im failing practically everything.
howhowhowhowhow.
today, i dunno. my eyes are playing tricks or im just not concentrating.
gavelaoshi the attendance for 5. then later, 7 werent in school. laoshi was like. why keep changing one? the 5 also had some mistakes lah. argh.
spent like. half and hour to 1 hour talking to mr seow about rubbish?! lol. we were like. finished eating. then he came over to talk and talk, then, he sat down. so, continued talking. lol. all the rubbish lah. hahaha.





I AM NOT JEALOUS OK, CHERYL ONG!!!
see. its bigger than yours. heh^^

today, was. boring.
yeps. boring.
bought a worthless cap. and im still wondering how to give it.
hahaha. oh wells.

the incident was bad.
the aftermath is worse.

She was drivin' last friday on her way to cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Goin' home to see her Momma and her Daddy
With her baby in a back seat
Fifty miles to go and she was runnin' low
On faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was goin' way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinnin on thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared, she threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder and that car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the back seat sleepin' like a rock
For the first time in a long time she bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been livin' my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

- Jesus take the wheel, carrie underwood.

today was niceee(:
stayed back after school to teach lesley the flags, then cleard the classroom for a while, thenstudied in class on the floor.
lol. then, after we saw wad something tall at the staircase.
then, it started walking towards us! ran into 1e.
after awhile, *boom* the door opened
tt person speaks of something really random
then walks away.
hahahhaha. and the rst of the day was spent laughing at how random tt person was.

went down to paragon, wore airy clothes. took x ray. then went to marks and spencers
went high after seeing all the stuffs believe it or not, ive never been into the shop before. and i LOVE it

therefore, today was great.
before tt, at the thrid level there, i saw clarissa with her bright green shirt across the block. tsktsk. i bet they were using their phone or something.
i really thank God for being there, to calm our hearts, and guide us through it.
thank the four of you, to go through the whole incident together, having the company did really help.
thank the 2 special people who gave comfort
thank the many groups of people
thank the many concerning hearts.

it was an experience.
and im glad i was there.

today was nothing much.
see. i knew it. starting school on a tueday screws everything up.
sighs.
today was kinda a bad day.
and i was just waiting for it to be over.
now, im still waiting.

saw how much tt boy has changed. its been jus tt short few years, and i can hardly recognise you anymore. i realised that ive never been away from you for so long. even from birth, we were just 1 month away. boy, i miss you so much. i dun mind if you come back and bully me like crap, just, come back. man, i miss you so muchmuchmuch. as i stepped into my secondary school, you left. i hope tt before i actually step out, you come back? man. i miss you.

tomorrow is the beginning of a new week! i hate it when they start school on a tuesday.
its like. you miss all the "beginning-of-week" feeling, then you just dun feel like school has started again. then you'll lose the itme concept during the whole week, and everything will just screw up..
im seriously still in holiday mood.
cant sit down and study properly with so many distractions. so slow paced and everything.
sighs. smart kidd.

today's a hot day.
and Transformers is really nice(:

yeah! watched Transformers today.
its was really good i tell you.
all the effects and everything,
it was superb.
i think Micheal Bay did a wonderful job.
Transformers was really nice.
you should go watch it (:

hallmark channel is addictive. watched it ever since i got home.
found only half of my amath TYS stuff.
i have s stupid bee stuck in my toilet. seriously. it sees its own reflection, and got frightened by it, then it just stays in NEAR the windows, but its just not going anywhere.
im gonna watch transformer tomorrow!! XD
happy youth day!
im gonna do flag raising next week!(:
yay. one of the best things i get to do cos of my cca. heh. its gonna be soooo funn.
haha. i bet you all think im mad. heh.
lalala. i havent started studying for a math test yet.
i think im still in the holiday mood. die.
haha. oh wells.

things to complete by tomorrow:
finish TYS
study amath
study history.

ok. i probably wont be able to do all these, haha. lazy me. XD